Not stressed!!!haha but most people already know that haha!! to tell you the truth im nt feeling anything from school except the warmth of friends haha ...other then that nothing much...no pressure ,no stress at least not anymore haha... im getting cocky now haha ...im sure the storm is coming and im going to have my hands tied in a thousand knots soon enough...the only thing that matters now is learning !!!i pray God will help me!!ooooo btw did you know by helping others in their work actually helps you to learn faster? Haha everytime im asked to teach or help a friend i actually benefit from it too!!!subconsciously im learning the ropes f the subject and i gain a clearer understanding but i do get red marks here and there some times ...no one on earth today is perfect today anyways !!! ahha but some times helping others really sucks too.!!!! One wrong answer out of the thousand others and they look at you with anger...saying tt you suck ...etc!!!haha people like that are really irritating right?not pointing fingers or anything haha!!! i wana play soccer soon any ways!!!haha love running with the ball!!!
Ne ways im ending in 5,4,3,2,1 END!!!!!!!!
PS:thank God for giving me patience and grace!!!he really showed me how to tolerate nonsense an rubbish in school today!!!
Devotion... what really is devotion ? ...i’ve never really asked myself that question truthfully...i keep lying to myself ,relying on what others think it is...but yesterday, God used someone to impact my life...he said, GOD is different to each and everyone of us thats why we each experience him differently..that is why GOD is soo much different !!! ...he’s a relational GOD...like i said ,we each experience him differently and personally too...today people asked me...(i have no idea why either but im glad they did...it got me thinking...)do i have to do devotion, how do i do it ?why must we do it?...well my friends this is what devotion means to me...devotion is a time where GOD breathes into my life, he gives me faith to live for him when i speak to him, he uses me for his kingdom and im glad that he does...how do to devotion? Devotion is not something you ‘do’ ,its something you would want in your life...devotion comes from the word ‘devote’ soo don’t think of it as a chore but more of a lifestyle ,i want to DEVOTE my life to Jesus today ,i want to spend my time with him and not be a leech and suck the blood out of HIS wounds...just asking for forgiveness and when i need it or offer up worship to him only when i need something..but getting back to the question on how do you ‘do’ devotion? here are some steps: STEP 1:IT HAS TO BE A CHOICE!!!,STEP 2: have a set place on where to have devotion... STEP 3: Start by listening to God, read the Bible and spend time meditating on it,( Devotion is not a good time to follow a reading plan, otherwise you will get sucked into a "have to" and not spend time listening to God.) STEP 4: Involve prayer in your meditation STEP 5: Set out to read a passage of Scripture rather than a verse or two, context is important; but if you do find that one verse has a lot to say to you allow yourself the flexibility to meditate on one verse. STEP 6: Keep a devotional journal. (It can be a very useful tool for remembering how things touched you and reflecting further or at a later date) STEP 7: Go through a few questions before starting, such as: Do I need to forgive anyone? Do I have to ask anyone to forgive me? Is anything in my heart blocking me from getting the most from this personal act of devotion? Do I need to confess any sin? ( unforgivness can be a major blockage )STEP 8:ENJOY THE RELATIONSHIP! BTW the points aren’t mine i found them but im using them to ‘do’ my devotion...and the last question im going to answer today is : do i have to do it?/is it a must?...well my friends devotion is a product that comes from the heart ... because you love GOD you’ll wana spend time with him...like a girlfriend or a boyfriend ,wife or husband ...you would want to spend time all your time with them right? Soo should GOD get any lesser time? ask yourself for the awnser..im sure you understand my point...
Words of encouragement: Speak GOD’S words into your life and you’ll some how find you have changed both spiritually and physically...thank you for reading!...
Whatever problem or challenge each of us is going through note that it's there for a reason, and though we often like to think that God has a weird sense of humour, we be reminded that He has whatever it takes to pull us through should we look to Him. Haha but normally, it's human to sometimes not want to, but often the times when we don't we're just delaying and going round in circles..
..and should we seek His help, we should do so with faith and avoid sin should possible haha... got this from a friend... thanks!!!
wow it time to give God what is due!!! he has been sooooo faithful to me and my family...THANK YOU LORD!!!he has brought me through the whole of last year in my studies...etc and today's 4 people prayer group turned to a 9 person prayer fest!!!(i cant be bothered with the amount of people, as long a s GOD is there with us) ...btw my math teacher almost joined us too...the overwhelming support he has given me was such an encouragement!!!haha thank the lord for the friends and people around me!!! haha...ne ways todays training really killed me ... it showed me how much i need to improve (ALOT!!! IM SUPER NOOB NOW LA!!!) haha...i believe i can!!!hahha...i'l end nw ...bye!!!
EXTRA! EXTRA! READ ALL ABOUT IT!!! There are fire bombings of the churches !!! there are about 4 - 5 now?? What the hack are the people of the world thinking? WORLD WAR 3? I have a feeling if this continues go on ...the possibility is super high!!! dudes you don’t see the Chinese speaking ‘Buddhist or Taoist’(i don’t know which believes in god) burning down churches or other places of worship that uses the Chinese word 神(translated to ‘god’ in Chinese)...they aren’t performing arsonist attacks, cause they understand that the word was created to mean ‘god’ in the language...it goes to say for all languages ...doesn’t it? For example: in English :god means god...if there’s another way of saying it then I’m wrong...(but i don’t think i am though) ...soo unless theres another word that means the same thing as god in malay ...(i don know if there is one...)i don’t think the churches in Malaysia are wrong for putting allah in their MALAY translation of ‘whatever’..cause there is simply no other meaning for god in the malay language ...is there?...but the churches have some faults too...but im too lazy to write them out (too lazy hehe...hand pain also)ooooo(btw thank you Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak for saying those responsible for the incidents of church bombings which shocked the nation will be brought to justice.-taken from : http://malaysia.news.yahoo.com/bnm/20100108/tts-najib-church-993ba14.html)haha.. just having a ‘reference-less’ thought on current affairs...( the website is not counted,i just don’t wana be SUED for putting words into the presidents mouth!!!)haha...neways, if i offended anyone in the process of writing the above paragraph..i apologise...i do not intend to show any prejudice nor do i want to imply that i am a religionist*
And soo i end with a big big apology to anyone i have offended readers !sorry!!!i don’t mean to hurt your feelings...
Legend:
religionist->someone who is biased against another religion.
Ps...thank GOD for i managed to set up a prayer group in school,im surprised by the amount of direct yes-es ...that really deserves praise! Stir up the hearts in my school o GOD!
About one hour ago the whole world went through a extraordinary change that will help people to get over past events...this event has also though idiots learn that 10 comes after 9!!!lets all stand in awe of the year 2010!!!time to let go of the past year and live this year to it’s fullest! – president of the stupid club!(posted at 1:18am!!!)
To think...in a few days i will have to get back to a shitty school! Haha ...o well..most schools are shitty... haha! i feeling led to start a Christian prayer group in my school soon ...but i need people!!! Something i think my school is lacking! not to forget the paperwork i have to give to my school to approve it...blah blah...alll the essays or something on why i should be allowed to have it in school...haha!! But i think its going to stir up lives in my school and bring a new revival! Thank GOD! And finally im wishing you all a very very
Happy birthday! JUST JOKING!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!*
-ah tan !!!
LEGEND:
*:it means nothing, just thought that it would be fun to put it there!!!hahaha
