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2010-08-06T08:45:00.000-07:00

hi... haven't wrote in a while , well this popped into my head and well its really speaking to the christians in singapore! and these are the words...:

~ALL THAT I HAVE~

I have a phone , yet i dont call people to ask if they are alright in their daily lives.

I have a guitar and know how to use it, but yet i neglect worship.

I have a bible, but yet i dont spend time reading it.

I have notes on how to live life fully in Christ, but i simply dont care to read.

I’m able to study in school but, i dont use that maximum potential to glorify the Lord.

I belong to a nation, but sometimes i dont care about it’s citizens being saved.

I have a future in Christ, but i dont know what it is cause i fail to pray.

I have a problem, but to stubborn to ask for help.

I have a calling, yet i refuse to accept it.

I have been given an answers and mercies to my problems, but am i thankful?

I have received everyday graciously, but i waste it doing stupid things.

I have received forgiveness daily but, do i repent from what is wrong?

I have feet but, i procrastinate when my soles are tired of walking with God during hard time.

I have legs but, i refuse to run to God first during times of need.

I have hands, but i don’t worship the Lord with them on a constant basis.

I can feel remorse, but i keep doing the same things because i dont feel the pain of a nail going through my hand nor do i know what it feels like to die for sinners that need forgiveness and receive it once and for all.

i have a nose, but i dont breathe in, the power of the holy spirit.

I have eyes, spiritual eyes that are blinded and i’m too afraid to open to the truth.

I have a mouth but, i dont open it to speak praises.

I have a sane mind but, i dont think ‘WHAT WOULD JESUS DO IN THIS SITUATION?’.

I have a saved soul but, i act as if i dont have one.

I have a heart but, i hardly guard it and fall into the traps set for me.

Some of these “i ‘s” might relate to you, they may not. but Most of them relate to me.

To all Christians ,i feel that GOD is stirring a revival of people :not non-believers but BELIEVERS !!

why? Cause we are the salts and the lights of Singapore , if we dont live our lives as ‘ little christs’? who will? The biggest thing we can use for sharing the gospel is our lives! ( share the gospel always use words if necessary)

Ohhhh forgot the last I....: i have GOD and, he will flatten mountains , bring me through ALLtroubles and turn my weaknesses in to strengths!!

Thanks for reading!!!

2010-04-08T05:43:00.000-07:00

sup!!! i taking a liking to this word!! ahaha sup,sup,sup,sup,sup...etc haha ...

havent really posted in a while ,and i decided its time i started again haha.. today i learnt a very important thing... IT'S WORDS!!! HAHA ,words are used in our everyday lives and sometime we dont really note the things we say to others. they can either build a person up or tear him/her down ...(e.g you suck...)haha..sometimes just saying your opinions can really bring you far, for an example today, i had some stupid ENVIRONMENTAL FASHION SHIT... (design clothes with recycled materials...my friend designed a dress , all i did was explain what it was)all i did was just talk and make shit up like(the knots on the dress represents the never ending bond of friends ...and alot of other shit...)and the teachers said it was good haha!!!

havent done this in a long time but .. i'd like to thank GOD for the results he gave me, its not high .. but he helped me to pass that common test..to GOD be the glory...

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2010-03-06T05:19:00.000-08:00

hellos!!!if you all dont know i got into an accident ,in my dads car haha!!!on my way to school yesterday ..i was in my dad's car ,he was turning and there was a car infront of us..the green man was coincidently turned on ...soo the car infront braked but my dad continued to drive and hit the back of the person's car...the hood of my dad's car was dented soo badly i couldn't see front of the vehicle, the lights were also smashed...the other driver, being pissed ..came out of his car looked at the damage..but there was only a minor paint scratch and the abit of denting... what an idiot ..he jammed his brake (with alot of excess space in front)and is blaming my dad? look at the damage your car has done to my dad's car and compare it to yours!!! 1500 bucks!!!haha ne ways tkns to good friends and school teachers and staff helped me!!late but not given detetion, friends that help me to tell teachers what happened and stuff.. and teachers tat wanted to give me extra time for test .. haha .. btw i thank GOD for seatbelts ...haha without them, i would have suffered serious injures during the crash ahah!!! and today GOD dropped a thought into my heart,'how big is your spiritual footstep?'its often said 'we should be like Christ,'and our faith just like anything else should be Christ-like..can you imagine a faith like a mustard seed can move mountains ,imagine how much more we could do for GOD with a faith defined by JESUS!! with this i end, let your faith grow!!

2010-01-31T07:03:00.000-08:00

im tooo excited to convert my fonts right now!!! i want to thank GOD today!!!! he really showed me how a true worship-er lives , how faith really brings wonders and how if you seek first the kingdom of GOD , everything shall be added unto you!!!

today i had my french school competiton ....( at french school haha)and although i prayed GOD would help me in my climb , i didnt really trust him to give me strength...but today i'd thought i had lost my phone in a large field but GOD proved to me that when christ is in charge... even finding a needle in a haystack is possible !!!he sent my great cell (tm3)and afew of my family to help me in my search !!!and I FOUND IT!!!haha thank GOD and my cell and family!!!(jo,dan,brandon,darren,jane,zx,jon,benjamin pang,mave,jeravan,shawn...) haha and today during a worship session THE lORD gave me this word "drought!"like the sun his glory appears soo magnificently ,but the sun also causes droughts that sometimes burn trees and land leaving it barren...like a drought GOD's glory will burn everything that takes his place in your body,mind and soul!!!and take that inhospitable land and make it full of life again for his love ,mercy and name!!! BUT NOTE THIS!!!: IT CAN ONLY HAPPEN WHEN YOU ARE WILLING!...

it's the willingness to open up your heart and let the fire burn within you!!

soo lets all be willing today!!! ahah

GOD BLESS!

2010-01-25T00:45:00.000-08:00

Not stressed!!!haha but most people already know that haha!! to tell you the truth im nt feeling anything from school except the warmth of friends haha ...other then that nothing much...no pressure ,no stress at least not anymore haha... im getting cocky now haha ...im sure the storm is coming and im going to have my hands tied in a thousand knots soon enough...the only thing that matters now is learning !!!i pray God will help me!!ooooo btw did you know by helping others in their work actually helps you to learn faster? Haha everytime im asked to teach or help a friend i actually benefit from it too!!!subconsciously im learning the ropes f the subject and i gain a clearer understanding but i do get red marks here and there some times ...no one on earth today is perfect today anyways !!! ahha but some times helping others really sucks too.!!!! One wrong answer out of the thousand others and they look at you with anger...saying tt you suck ...etc!!!haha people like that are really irritating right?not pointing fingers or anything haha!!! i wana play soccer soon any ways!!!haha love running with the ball!!!

Ne ways im ending in 5,4,3,2,1 END!!!!!!!!

PS:thank God for giving me patience and grace!!!he really showed me how to tolerate nonsense an rubbish in school today!!!

2010-01-18T02:18:00.000-08:00

Devotion... what really is devotion ? ...i’ve never really asked myself that question truthfully...i keep lying to myself ,relying on what others think it is...but yesterday, God used someone to impact my life...he said, GOD is different to each and everyone of us thats why we each experience him differently..that is why GOD is soo much different !!! ...he’s a relational GOD...like i said ,we each experience him differently and personally too...today people asked me...(i have no idea why either but im glad they did...it got me thinking...)do i have to do devotion, how do i do it ?why must we do it?...well my friends this is what devotion means to me...devotion is a time where GOD breathes into my life, he gives me faith to live for him when i speak to him, he uses me for his kingdom and im glad that he does...how do to devotion? Devotion is not something you ‘do’ ,its something you would want in your life...devotion comes from the word ‘devote’ soo don’t think of it as a chore but more of a lifestyle ,i want to DEVOTE my life to Jesus today ,i want to spend my time with him and not be a leech and suck the blood out of HIS wounds...just asking for forgiveness and when i need it or offer up worship to him only when i need something..but getting back to the question on how do you ‘do’ devotion? here are some steps: STEP 1:IT HAS TO BE A CHOICE!!!,STEP 2: have a set place on where to have devotion... STEP 3: Start by listening to God, read the Bible and spend time meditating on it,( Devotion is not a good time to follow a reading plan, otherwise you will get sucked into a "have to" and not spend time listening to God.) STEP 4: Involve prayer in your meditation STEP 5: Set out to read a passage of Scripture rather than a verse or two, context is important; but if you do find that one verse has a lot to say to you allow yourself the flexibility to meditate on one verse. STEP 6: Keep a devotional journal. (It can be a very useful tool for remembering how things touched you and reflecting further or at a later date) STEP 7: Go through a few questions before starting, such as: Do I need to forgive anyone? Do I have to ask anyone to forgive me? Is anything in my heart blocking me from getting the most from this personal act of devotion? Do I need to confess any sin? ( unforgivness can be a major blockage )STEP 8:ENJOY THE RELATIONSHIP! BTW the points aren’t mine i found them but im using them to ‘do’ my devotion...and the last question im going to answer today is : do i have to do it?/is it a must?...well my friends devotion is a product that comes from the heart ... because you love GOD you’ll wana spend time with him...like a girlfriend or a boyfriend ,wife or husband ...you would want to spend time all your time with them right? Soo should GOD get any lesser time? ask yourself for the awnser..im sure you understand my point...

Words of encouragement: Speak GOD’S words into your life and you’ll some how find you have changed both spiritually and physically...thank you for reading!...

2010-01-16T13:52:00.000-08:00

Whatever problem or challenge each of us is going through note that it's there for a reason, and though we often like to think that God has a weird sense of humour, we be reminded that He has whatever it takes to pull us through should we look to Him. Haha but normally, it's human to sometimes not want to, but often the times when we don't we're just delaying and going round in circles..

..and should we seek His help, we should do so with faith and avoid sin should possible haha... got this from a friend... thanks!!!

thank you lord!!!

2010-01-14T06:55:00.000-08:00

wow it time to give God what is due!!! he has been sooooo faithful to me and my family...THANK YOU LORD!!!he has brought me through the whole of last year in my studies...etc and today's 4 people prayer group turned to a 9 person prayer fest!!!(i cant be bothered with the amount of people, as long a s GOD is there with us) ...btw my math teacher almost joined us too...the overwhelming support he has given me was such an encouragement!!!haha thank the lord for the friends and people around me!!! haha...ne ways todays training really killed me ... it showed me how much i need to improve (ALOT!!! IM SUPER NOOB NOW LA!!!) haha...i believe i can!!!hahha...i'l end nw ...bye!!!

molotov !!!! faster!!! the horde is coming!!!haha (l4d)

2010-01-11T06:59:00.000-08:00

EXTRA! EXTRA! READ ALL ABOUT IT!!! There are fire bombings of the churches !!! there are about 4 - 5 now?? What the hack are the people of the world thinking? WORLD WAR 3? I have a feeling if this continues go on ...the possibility is super high!!! dudes you don’t see the Chinese speaking ‘Buddhist or Taoist’(i don’t know which believes in god) burning down churches or other places of worship that uses the Chinese word 神(translated to ‘god’ in Chinese)...they aren’t performing arsonist attacks, cause they understand that the word was created to mean ‘god’ in the language...it goes to say for all languages ...doesn’t it? For example: in English :god means god...if there’s another way of saying it then I’m wrong...(but i don’t think i am though) ...soo unless theres another word that means the same thing as god in malay ...(i don know if there is one...)i don’t think the churches in Malaysia are wrong for putting allah in their MALAY translation of ‘whatever’..cause there is simply no other meaning for god in the malay language ...is there?...but the churches have some faults too...but im too lazy to write them out (too lazy hehe...hand pain also)ooooo(btw thank you Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak for saying those responsible for the incidents of church bombings which shocked the nation will be brought to justice.-taken from : http://malaysia.news.yahoo.com/bnm/20100108/tts-najib-church-993ba14.html)haha.. just having a ‘reference-less’ thought on current affairs...( the website is not counted,i just don’t wana be SUED for putting words into the presidents mouth!!!)haha...neways, if i offended anyone in the process of writing the above paragraph..i apologise...i do not intend to show any prejudice nor do i want to imply that i am a religionist*

And soo i end with a big big apology to anyone i have offended readers !sorry!!!i don’t mean to hurt your feelings...

Legend:

religionist->someone who is biased against another religion.

Ps...thank GOD for i managed to set up a prayer group in school,im surprised by the amount of direct yes-es ...that really deserves praise! Stir up the hearts in my school o GOD!

2009-12-31T08:57:00.001-08:00

About one hour ago the whole world went through a extraordinary change that will help people to get over past events...this event has also though idiots learn that 10 comes after 9!!!lets all stand in awe of the year 2010!!!time to let go of the past year and live this year to it’s fullest! – president of the stupid club!(posted at 1:18am!!!)

To think...in a few days i will have to get back to a shitty school! Haha ...o well..most schools are shitty... haha! i feeling led to start a Christian prayer group in my school soon ...but i need people!!! Something i think my school is lacking! not to forget the paperwork i have to give to my school to approve it...blah blah...alll the essays or something on why i should be allowed to have it in school...haha!! But i think its going to stir up lives in my school and bring a new revival! Thank GOD! And finally im wishing you all a very very

Happy birthday! JUST JOKING!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!*

-ah tan !!!

LEGEND:

*:it means nothing, just thought that it would be fun to put it there!!!hahaha

ELECTRICITY N LOVE!

2009-12-18T09:49:00.000-08:00

there are a lot of things to learn about electricity isn't there?ha ha!!! i was thinking about electricity today(i don't know why either)but it was kinda good that i did! cause one of the things i learnt from it was that love without electricity is just stupid waste of time...things i've done before ,things are yet to come and things happening now are going to try to pull me down but with my saviour by my side nothing is impossible!i refuse to let giants in me tear down my walls of faith...people have said im somewhat deep in meaning and values although i seem shallow in them... but i dont think im deep... i just see potential in things others dont...im like a stupid bird that takes the little crushed twig on the ground and makes the best of it instead of the stick infront my eyes that could make me happier... i guess im just content with the simple things ...thank GOD for this special gift!as i said before, its the little things that gives the best encouragement!ha ha...

so long for now!

christmas wishes!!!

2009-12-17T05:11:00.000-08:00

Hey there!!! i am going to change my font from now on. cool huh!!Christmas is coming ...i haven’t wrote a card, bought a present ...i haven’t even spent a single cent on Christmas stuff...guess I’m just too lazy to do it...everyone wants something don’t they? Happiness, harmony within friends, family..etc, a toy, ...but somehow only a few lucky ones shall get what they want, while the other wants and dreams are stomped on the ground and burned to the ground with despair, anger and hate..i don’t have an expectation for Christmas YET...so i guess i won’t fall into either categories.yay haha! Ooo i want to thank GOD for the little story He reminded me of...there is a hotel somewhere that actually records down your specific likes and dislikes of a room and the room would be prepared in the same way that you’d like it to be! The next time you visit it ,the room would be prepared the same way !(example: YOUR REQUEST : a favourite bottle of green tea to be place in the fridge for your consumption...the request would be done for you and recorded down for your next visits and be done !!! )HERES MY POINT: just like the hotel, GOD remembers your likes, dislikes and your talents and he will use those to benefit his kingdom and your life...i guess He reminded me that his plan for my life is going to be a great and powerful one that lives for Him!!!haha

2009-12-16T08:13:00.000-08:00

have you been asking for forgiveness for the same shitty sin ?well time to wake up dudes and dudettes!!! there's a saying...everytime you sin you are driving the nail deeper into JESUS'S hand!!! can you imagine how pain its is?(should it happen to you or a loved one?)a nail sooo thick and soo long is being driven deeper and deeper into His hand!!!how could you do such a thing to CHRIST even after he died for your sins on the cross!!! it breaks your heart doesnt it?soo why dont you stop?may it be watching too much tv and neglecting your work...etc(just felt led to write this...)

neways ,just came back from family camp today...it rocked!!!seriously!it touched my heart sooo greatly and that touch that He gave me filled my life with such strength and filled my heart with his love! he moved greatly in the camp!thank GOD!oooo there was a lot of free time during the camp and i bought alot of shrits with stupid meanings and a belt!!!and not forgetting the lime green f50 soccer ball that is soo hard to find in singapore!!!haha...not much time to buy though ...ahha

the little things that encourage me!!!

2009-12-10T04:29:00.000-08:00

encouragement...i think the greatest things in life are the little details, finding joy in them helps me to push on even when times are hard, the odds are against me ,etc things like seeing my friends gettting saved in Christ and going to church one after another!(classmates!!!rock onn dudes!!!)even if they dont accept ,the seed will be sown in their hearts and i hope they'll come to accept christ as their personal saviour one day...GOD BLESS!let this be an encouragement to every single one of you ,dont give up push on and continue in everything u do dudes!!!sounds like a daily devotion doesnt it?haha!!!but try finding encouragement in simplest things!!!things will change in one way or another!!!im sure... this has been ONCE IN A WHILE WITH AH-TAN...instead of EDWJ ...haha(private joke)

welcome to the airport ...passport please!!!

2009-12-05T05:33:00.000-08:00

ICA SUCKS!!! IT TAKES LIKE FOREVER TO RECEIVE,COLLECT OR CHANGE YOUR PASSPORT!!!yesterday ,i waited in line for 2 hours to get my passport ,jux to spend 10mins checking paperwork and receiving it la...it would be a great place to bomb la!!!a thousand people walkin and out of it every 3 hours ... not saying tt anyone should do it la!!! haha...neways i helped out to decorate the church for Christmas and i guess everyone that helped had alot of talent in handiwork...hope everyone likes the work we put into it !!! kinda short but today was really boring...teddy bears still rock!!!

the reason im called AH-TAN

2009-12-02T08:35:00.000-08:00

hey NOOBS ,welcome to AH-TAN'S BLOG!!! HA HA my week is kinda packed, its like i have to fly just to get to places and always late or super early!IT SUCKS ha ha...but its kinda fun going to chalets and outings with friends and more(etc.)...but there's always a common topic among the people i go out with, it is: how tanned i am...-.- being tanned has it's advantages:going on stealth missions with Singapore's swat team ,secretly going to terrorist's houses and taking them down before my school starts(im crapping!)ha ha.. like tan-lines that aren't soo obvious ,let me give you an example: like in O.B.S after our sea expedition everyone was different tones of brown,black and white their hands would be tanned but their arms would be white!but guess what? i wasn't haha!!!i guess im called AH-TAN, CAUSED IM TAN-NED!THUS AH- TAN !!! OHHH ... speaking of O.B.S it gave me a lot of memories to take home like how much we have to tolerate others... etc. neways im going to stop torturing you with my lousy blog ...sooo bye for now...thank you for your patronage!!!

2009-11-26T07:16:00.000-08:00

been super long since i blogged ...i came back from obs camp not soo recently like 2 or 3 weeks back haha... surprisingly my group was super efficient from being 30 mins late ,we could become 5-10 mins ahead of time...amundsen rocks!!!!! hope the other 15 people become successful in everything they set out to do !may it be bringing their team together,studies or finding girls(applies to guys onli)haha...i really have nth to write alr,all i've done is go out,play soccer and fix my blog haha!!!my holidays really really suck...lol

but i thank GOD for friends he put in my life ...they've really been an encouragement to me...

teddy bears rock!!!!

2009-09-03T19:21:00.000-07:00

I'M WRITING FROM MY SCH'S COMP LAB AGAIN HAHA!!neways mybirthday jux passed like nearthe end of aug...n my cuz's is jux 1day after mine...and my friends got me some bouncing green lighted up ball ,my sis and her bf got me an ipod nano and i got like some$$$$$$ today's the last day of SCH!!!!!!!!yay but i'm going 4 a stupid camp tmr haha...but i got accepted into OBS(outward bound sch) haha yay!!! my sch's comp super lag but arent tey always...haha as usual ppl playing dota behind me haha shouting dont screen!!!dont screen!!!hahaall the vulgals coming out...kinda boring nw.................my english teacher is talking on near death experiences and is asking us to search on it...but no one is doing it haha ...GOD has been touching my heart to think what really matters ...studies? games? friends?or GOD?! i thank him !!!! bye!!

2009-08-18T03:43:00.000-07:00

hey ppl...quite long since my computer lab write up but through these couple of weeks alot have changed like i have gotten closer to my friends and learning capacity increasing haha(no more headaches due to studies haha)but the most important change is im losing my grip on christ and feel kinda lost in christ. maybe im being pointed to an area in my life i needa improve on? falling is such a scary experience... spiritually and physically(rock-climbing ...i fell b4 dont ask)haha...i'll guess i'll keep praying , live on and give praise to GOD! haha...speaking on this topic i have a motto :desire is something that u can duplicate,produce or destroy...because its the little flame in the core of your heart that needs to be fueled by the things you desire...GOD'S MY DESIRE...WHATS YOURS?

2009-08-05T21:09:00.000-07:00

hey ...guess where im writing from,haha my schools com lab haha... english lessons are the best man aircon,computers,freedom to search the web for the stuff u need to do thing like blogging,propjects haha...ppl play DOTA again lol...6ppl playing all dota...my comp don hv lol ...slap the ppl who didnt install it in tis comp...nth to do...i too smart for sch haha jk,i wana go OBS!!!!!but miss nigam wont let me (she want to decide)liar!!!!!haha jk...

2009-08-01T06:40:00.001-07:00

hey sry abt the delay(1day)neways today i went to church to do the fish4men game props(tis sat 8 aug fort canning park you guys are all welcome to join!!!)and after that i had to take a cab from aljunied to east coast park...(7 bucks gone...)haha wen i gt threre my frens all finished cycling and i jux followed them to eat,play abit of lan andwatch them race with their ....guess wat TAMIYA CARS!!!haha soooo ancient ,but i guess all the vintage games like pokemon,primary hand games ,etc haha...bu i find the vintage games to be a great form of my childhood haha...hahha yesterday i went for fop (festival of praise)and my cell and jakes cell kana pangsei like free...there were onli 2 cells out of the 3 in the zone,and from each cell onli 2 ppl went soo ,4ppl...(if u passed ur maths u would know)they are jake,me,evan and jon haha...there were like 20++tickets left over la...but the atmosphere was super good by bob fitts and the true worshipers(great name)haha...and mark connor (terminator's brother :sarrah connor haha...jkjk)was called in to speak on the subject in his book (prison break),breaking away from the jail of worries...the sharing was great !!!hhaa

2009-07-27T05:44:00.000-07:00

yo...i feel sooo tired nw!!!haha...i cut my hair today(near sch)haha super embarrassing la haha n i look like a nerd wth...haha today i learnt someting at sch...(in a spiritual way)haha... there was this worksheet that my class had to do and it tolked abt listening and not trying to solve to problem just listen...in the same way i felt in my heart that GOD was trying to tell me that i needa listen to GOD's voice rather than reason for the sins i've done...because a sin is still a sin, u cant change it in anyway...all that can be done is to ask for...FORGIVENESS(something everyone needs,but dont dare to ask for it)haha...haha..u learn the weirdest things in sch such as this haha... but it contributes to your life desnt it ?haha... this post feels shorter like joselyn (private jk)jk...haha
for blog hoppers the days my next post would be fri or thurs...haha helpping you save time haha...

2009-07-14T03:48:00.000-07:00

hey, haven't posted in awhile... ok today in the morning i got the ITE tolk again wth... cant stand it la haha... my dad would say smth like"blah blah blah do u wana go ITE?!"haha...and in sch i dono why ppl look up to me for awnsers and if they dont knw thier work they ask me to teach... sometimes im wonder why dont you listen in class urslef...y do u need me for?... and at the strangest times e.g:when i gt a headache,recess,halfway through a test...haha BUT i thank GOD for them because through them i learnt to show compassion , gives me a chance to understand my friends better and help me to understand more of what we are studying...haha
today my class had to present our english project and i screwed myslef up...i kept stuttering and one of my slide even i didnt know what if i wrote it(lol?!)soo i was the 1st to present in the class and followed by dian and then charisand so on and so on...the surprising thing is that the guys act all manly in fornt of people but...when asked to present they all go into hiding wth...soo i was the onli guy to present followed by like 5 or 6 girls than joel presented... but b4 joel did... my el teacher said the most gl sentence that my class could twist to JACK me...he said"why are all the girls presenting onli?"and my friends used it to call me a flirt...lol?i dont see wats the point if you hang out with girls its not like i have a crush on them rite?("if u say otherwise i will salp ya")sometimes i find people are jux too childish to use 1 stupid neuron (nt asking for like their whole memory)in their thick fat head to understand that its ok to hang out with anyone (even gays)!!! haha...

stress pill

2009-07-08T01:24:00.000-07:00

today sucked big time... reasons:i forgot to bring like a 1000 books to sch , fell asleep and got scolded , teachers day presentation dance cant be used(tell u later abt it) +++ soooo today i had a POA lesson and guess wat i forgot to bring my ledger book and notebook!!! and sooo happened that my teacher the DM was collecting our ledger today wth!!! me and my frends all looked at each other and said DIE HAHA (in sync)...but i thank GOD that my teacher forgot abt it haha...and during almost all the lessons i fell asleep ...tired like free sia...(rock-climbing on tues)haha...and when i was confirming my tution timing ,wen hao(like the head of chairman of sec 3 ) called me(the chirman of my class)and said the dance performance for teachers day was cancelled and asked me to think of a new ting to perform during teachers day...but the worst part is that the stupid sch told the chairmen that we could not do a skit or a dance wth (already singing a song: 1234 by plain white t's teacher's day special)what else can we do sia SLAP THE PERSON THAT KEEPS TAKING OUR IDEAS OR DOESN'T LIKE THEM LA!!! TIS CANNOT DO TT OSO CANNOT...WAT U WAN US DO? SHIT?wth...but im glad im planning the song if not we would be singing a song tt no one would wana listen to...(not saying the name)...theres gonna be a rush for time (dont understand why people dont tell us earlier like 2 or3 months before tt way its easier rite?)one word for my sch ...noob... !!! anyways im tired like FREE...haha

time wasted in places

2009-06-30T00:27:00.000-07:00

today was the second day of sch...boring like freeeee ...but ss was good we had alot of laughs abt the sri lanka's crabs haha...for english we went to the comp lab to finish our project (our future career) based on our DISC PERSONALITY TEST ...jux as sch was finishing the vice- principle went on the intercom and made the whole sch stay back for 20 mins jux to tell us that the people that had h1n1 infected countries were on LOA(leave on absence)and told us not to exile them...lol la waste my time (who cares if they are infected with h1n1 anot...they are still my friends rite?)haha anyways when i got home i got a headache ,kinda sleepy and having flu like symptoms maybe i'm the 1 getting swine flu la...haha till next time!!!

rushing for time !!!

2009-06-24T00:08:00.000-07:00

hey, today i chionged my hw haha...in like 3 hours haha,super tired la !

intro!!!

2009-06-20T09:54:00.000-07:00

haha woke up at 1230 today ... jon came over to my house and spent like 5 hours here doing nth haha (jon said he had nth to do do at home )wat a loser (jk...)haha...soo defining my nth: he watched me eat lunch,learned abit of the intro of "tell the world' on guitar,played a short while of com games and 'pang sei'ed me haha...tomorrow have to perform and i guess its going to be very screwed up la haha...the skit...(previous post)...haha, oooo jon also helped me in my blog haha...changed alot la(sry kinda noob at virtual life)haha...ok i have nth to say alr

why do i even bother haha!?

2009-06-19T10:19:00.000-07:00

today i went to bowl with zhi xian and jon and darren (church)haha...sooo i gt quite gd in the 1st game and i toally sucked at the 2 game la i tink i gt a negitive turkey...0- for like 4 frames in a row la super jacked ahha ... but on the same game zx gt like 4 x ,2 / and 9- haha walao almost a perfect game haha... but it was spoilt by the stupid competition hosted there !!!walao halfway into the game and still have to pay 4 bucks haha... ok soo we went to pay and we paid like 7 bucks each but the guy in charge wanted the full amount and didnt want to collect it la wat a loser(want to play punk i play with him la!)haha...jon pretended to count and count and count and count until the guy walked away in shame haha...we went to eat and went to cell(gathering)
jonavan , kevin and johan joined us (not in with my group haha kana pang sei)haha.. jk ...and had a sharing on forgiveness i tink i needs learn that it come from the heart and not onli by saying it ("i forgive you")...neways im tired and i wana sleep nw!!! bye !!!till next time

replay!!!

2009-06-17T22:05:00.000-07:00

haha...im back ! ok let me intro ezealink(my group name in my church camp) before i start ,theres ding zhou(asist leader!), meryl(group leader!), sharmaine(i hope i spelt it properly), jonathan(not my cousin), sherren?(i tink tts how u spell it?),zhi xian(the thing!fantastic 4) natasha(almost forgot abt her)haha!!!ok we had to day a skit on the last day of the camp..and we had to plan it la haha!!!we had to use 5 random words and 5 random word in our play to use!haha...they were(i tink!)mutabuk,spongebob,monopoly,tree,playground,the thing,loyal,faith,pavillion,bulldozer! ok basic story line!:im sponge bob,jonathan is patrick,and we had to met each other in the park to do and exercise...haha and the choir (ding zhou,meryl,sharmaine,double-role natasha)the choir sang an exercise song (funny !)haha...after that pretended skip to eat breakfast and intro-ed a new fake dish mac-mutabuk! haha...we pretended to eat and play monopoly,just then we went to meet natasha(sandy)at the pavillion,after meeting her the thing(zhi xian), and he destroyed the playground,with the trees and the toy bulldozer!!!(lol),spongebob slapped the thing and ran off with sandy and patrick...patrick fell and got caught by the thing ,sandy ran away and wasnt loyal haha/9pang sei!!!)haha...sponge bob went to find the thing and ask him back for patrick .just then he remembered he still ha mutabak and bummped into the thing with patrick... sponge bob slap his face and gave him the mutabak and the thing became friends with them!!!now the bigger problem appeared the play ground was destroyed and the mayor was visiting in one hour!! they started to cry and spongebob said 'dont worry we must have faith!and they started to build...and finished than everyone in the group sang we're all in this together(hsm)haha cause wen we serve each other we get things done faster(out theme:serving with each other!)oooo and the choir had to sing other songs too... today! ding zhou told us that we had to act it out again walao haha!!!slap the committe jk haha!!!lol...but it was quite fun to do la haha!!! lol...ok till next time (didnt write much today)!!!haah bye!!!

nothing to do at allll!!!!!

2009-06-16T21:42:00.001-07:00

ok 1230 my dad threw away my double cheesebuger and scolded me for not putting it properly when it was on the TABLE!!!wth ?i went to bathe and he threw away my burger and he is still scolding me...(not much of a sry to me)...stupid la wat kind of attitude jux say sry la ...all the stupid reasons to say (e.g cold la,never pack properly,wat kind of attuide is this!!!?,ect)stupid ...stiupid...stupid reason to give wen all u needa do is say SORRY!lol haha ...moving to a happier note i had my last worship leading workshop session today... eunice covered everything abt the needs to be a worship leader...(still staying with fish 4 man...a ministry in my church,reaching out to e lost)haha...today was quite short i woke up at like 11am and slept at 2pm-5pm? and went to e workshop...o.o benji told me that estella took photos of me and my friends lying on the road spelling z3(a zone of people in my church)haha not 1 pic onli la but 2 wth?...haha... damn jack or jagg dono which to write(a phase used by my friends to rub salt on their wounds haha e.g...i jux won a debate with u , and i say why is your life sooo jacked?haha ps.not used as an insult except 4 boon k*ng)haha...jk ,anyways my mom jux cooked noodles for me to sort of chill me down abt the burger ting ...but i want my DOUBLE CHEESE BURGER la!!!
haha... heck lets forget it ... i tink i'll do my homework tmr ...(sooooooooo much la poa,maths,chinese,english,chem,physics,social studies and geog)...but i thank GOD today for all the tings he has done even if it is a super boring day and how he has preseved my life till now!haha yay... and soo come a end to todays session class hope u learn nth muhahahaha..jk SLAP ME! hahaha till next time bye!!!!btw nt angry anymore haha

the fun i love and the times i really hate!!!

2009-06-16T07:42:00.000-07:00

jux finished camp today...haha carls jr AGAIN!!!! haha soo basic tings to know about me is that im a christian,i rock climb,i hate stupid time wasting rituals (e.g flower water) who does tat anymore la!? my group in camp was called ezealink ! guess wat we won after being in the shadows of first placed tomateey haha sounds like tomato dosent it? haha soo we won a $100 SWENSENS voucher to share and eat ...(yay)haha soo after the camp me ,zhi xian(xian ball) ,joel wee(blur) ,jonathan(cousin) ,jake(:D) ,the other benjamin TAN (...haha same name) went to carls jr at tampines 1 and did someting we never did before eat a full size burger haha(do you no how big those tings are?)anyways after eating we started playing "dai di" (card game ...dont ask how to play)i got king for like the whole game and ended a game in 3 steps yay haha (lesser than 2 mins haha)soo we carried our stupid heavy bag and dragged it to the interchange ...haha ...waiting for bus 291(yellow)can die la...walao wana kill the bus route planner for giving my house a bus that takes forever to reach ...haha sooo i got on the bus with jon(btw jonathan lives super near me haha)and it was crowded like free haha(need more buses to reach my house!!!)soo wen i gt back my sister was at home and i went to unpack and bathe ...but jux as i on the com my dad comes home with my bro and mum they come home making a fuss abt me nt want to do a buddist ritual and wana cut my hair(wth la !) how lame is that la...its totally against what i belief in (once agian christianity)after that my dad scolded me at 11.01pm for wanting to be able to reach my campsite early 2 days back (always late cause of... FAMILY...lagers lol)and he also wants me and my sister to be as distant from my cousins(fathers side...jon is on my mothers side)sooo wat if they are vulgar? ,soo what if they like to tolk? ,soo wat if they like to play? that dosent give my dad a right to condem us or them to exile and isolation ... how am i going to convert my dads side into beliving in christ if i cant tolk to them???! but i thank God for his faithfulness as he has still remained forgiving and loving even tough i had to do soooo many fake rituals (my grandfather's funeral had to pay $1000++ bucks to do it la ...if they wanted i could have dressed up as a monk and knocked a drum and ring bells if they wanted )...cheats... moving onn i thank God for pulling me through the camp and protecting me from the rituals and renewing my passion for reaching out to the LOST (not the show but converting others) ...till i write again bye!!!!